Once I Committed to NARP I Fulfilled So Many Of My Pending Dreams
Location: USA
My Thriver Story
I have attention deficit disorder and I really had trouble focusing with the longer version of the Narcissistic Abuse Recovery Program (NARP), I used to fall asleep.
I would play the Shifts Happen videos and NARP Modules in my sleep and that seemed to help. I felt like I just wasn’t able to get it right.
Some stuff was healed but I still had major problems in my life such as malignant narcs at work, court and legal problems with narc-ex, job loss, loss of home and forced to move in with narc-ex and later narc Family of Origin.
In 2018 I had significant health problems and debilitating anxiety that left me so physically and emotionally exhausted I just thought, I will be dead soon.
I actually thought that.
I upgraded to the Gold membership for the Source Healing and Resolution Module when NARP 3 was released. This version was so much easier for me to use.
When it’s time to do a Module, I just ask my inner child which Module she wants. I don’t worry about the sequential order or if the title matches the trauma to be worked on. I know she always picks the right one.
That’s when things began to change.
At the end of 2018 I finally got a job even though I wasn’t very qualified for it and got caught up on bills.
I was able to re-enroll in a graduate program I had to drop out of twice because of narc abuse at home and work.
I needed a new vehicle and I was looking at Mercedes Benz online. The local dealership got my information and asked me to come and see a vehicle.
I have wanted a Mercedes since I was 7 and finally got one.
Then I found an apartment with an amazing view that should have been priced much higher.
I moved out of the narc home and have been No Contact ever since.
I finally got a job in my usual occupational industry. I had quit my other job because of abuse by my N boss and his flying monkeys.
Court with my children’s father has been postponed due to COVID-19. I didn’t fret or panic. In fact he has a warrant for his arrest, will go to jail, and lose custody.
I am happy to be alive and Thriving. I am happy to take all the time I need to heal with NARP.